I remembered most times, I was afraid of being my own self. People would criticize me. I kept fit in and became someone who wanted to be very likable. I wasn’t comfortable back then. Too many people pleasing, always trying to be perfect in front of others.
Is this a life that I wanted? Are you serious, Rifie?
I kept holding back. But still, I could live this kind of life. And, still happy. But living this kind of life makes me I don’t recognize my self-awareness. I never thought of that.
So finally after having several setbacks that wasted lots of my time, I finally understand important things in life always start inside.
Keep understanding yourself, progress in life, and find interesting and beautiful things to explore on your own.
It’s enhancing. So start to have good self-awareness as a start.