I do know that we can’t hoarding something forever. Let go is the most difficult things to do, It’s a process and for me, it’s really a hard process. The progress is really slow for myself to leave it all behind, rarely pick something new and the worse of it, I keep compare it from time to time.
Admit it. I am a hard person to move on. There, I said it.
And I just found out, self control is the key. For all these years, I let the outside factors rules my mood and setting my self esteem at a new low. It was the worst feeling, ruining my mint, spectacular perfect mood while I know that I just achieved one of my personal goal and I wasn’t being happy about it. Now I am trying hard (really hard) to just not to get too serious for all things and control myself.
Move myself up through the darkest cloudsTill I’ve lost in the sun every shadow of doubt